| Quick update |
[Aug. 18th, 2009|02:21 am] |
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I moved from my apartment two streets over from Petco Park, in Downtown San Diego, to Camp Pendleton in Oceanside. The drive was killing me. Well, the drive was fine, but gas prices are not. 50 miles each way at least. I planned on going back for the Zombie walk, but being on a Thursday and my drinking, driving back to make it to work would be a problem. There was someone there I've been dying to meet, but maybe it was for the best. Whatever that means. I now work in the lab at a marine BAS, Battalion Aid Station, but go on coverages in the field, which is me taking care of medical problems on-site. Just got back from a week long coverage, scenario: Earthquake hits Disasterville, Afghanny, we go in secure the area and set up a relief station. Get attacked, other military stuff. Got a 72 hour weekend for the trouble. Aside from work, things are going alright. Getting deeper into alchemy also, plan on acquiring or buying equipment soon to start some research or procedures in private. Going to lab tech school was great. But I am happy I will have the chance to go to the warzone soon, for money and experience. |
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| GoBama |
[Nov. 4th, 2008|07:53 pm] |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 28th, 2008|11:51 am] |
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Well, I am in college for the navy. Military Laboratory Technition. Cool stuff although it goes against some stuff I believe. Been here for 3 months about. Graduate with an Associates in Medical Laboratory Technology in Feb 2010. Hardly update this anymore, I am on myspace some. Too much to do in the immediate. |
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| Update |
[Sep. 24th, 2007|06:30 pm] |
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I'm a Hospital Corpsman. I get to go with the marines and stomp ground saving lives and shooting. Almost out of school, been a while now. Up in Great Lakes, chillen in Chicago, going to either LeJeuene or some other Marine base for training afterwords. Talk to myself later. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 8th, 2007|04:42 pm] |
Stand Navy out to sea, Fight our Battle Cry,
We'll never change our course, so vicious foes steer shy-aye-aye-aye
Roll out the T-N-T, anchors awiegh!
Sail on to victory, and Sink thier bones to Davy Jones Hooray!!
I graduated. Bye! |
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| BOOTCAMP |
[May. 8th, 2007|03:20 pm] |
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Well, I'm here at Bootcamp. Not much I can say about it while I'm still here. Be back in about a month. |
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| Peace out! |
[Apr. 14th, 2007|08:07 am] |
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Well, I'm leaving Monday, so I won't be on for a while again. Two months, to be almost exact. I'll be back for a month after that, before I go to school. Hopefully, the military will put some weight on me. Miss me! |
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 7th, 2007|01:19 pm] |
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I heard a radio show that says there may be evidence that the Earth had been blown up in the far past by Nuclear means, and it was a crazy show talking about a lot of stuff that happened so long ago that there are remnants of. Blowing up the world again would be stupid; we would have to start all over again, from the beginning, or with whatever people still had knowledge and still lived through it. There is a lot of good in the world, and a lot of bad. We would progress much faster if we only tried to eliminate the bad, and make perfect the good. Don't leave the decisions to others, have an opinion, find others who have the same opinion, and see what they are involved in. Maybe you'll make some friends. I hope I do. |
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| Conversation with Darkness |
[Apr. 7th, 2007|01:18 pm] |
(): OPEN YOUR EYES
?: What? I was thinking... I can't see anything...
(): You are seeing everything. Thinking of?
?: I don't remember.
(): You were dreaming.
?: Why'd you wake me?
(): You are not awake.
?: Where am I?
(): Irrelevant.
?: but... where are you, then?
(): Nowhere, Everywhere. Anywhere you are. Where are you?
?: I don't know. I'm right here.
(): There you are. Who are you?
?: I don't remember. Who are you?
(): No one, everyone.
?: Anyone I am?
(): Correct. When will you wake up?
?: Am I sleeping?
(): No.
?: What do you want with me?
(): What do you want?
?: I want... to be more.
(): More.
?: More than I am now.
(): What are you now?
?: I am... nothing. I'm a thought... with a voice.
(): Voice?
?: Wait! I remember who I am!
(): No. That is what you were. You are nothing. Nothing in relation to what you will become.
?: What will I become?
(): You will never become anything, you will always remain what you are.
?: Well, then what am I?
(): Do not be foolish, silence.
?: See, I can see myself now. Can you see me?
(): This is a human body.
?: This is MY body.
(): No. This is a memory.
?: But, I.. this is me NOW. I AM this memory!
(): Forget who you are now.
?: You are telling me to deny my humanity.
(): Asking you to accept something more.
?: More?
(): More than you are now.
?: I... can't.
(): You are.
?: Please, help me.
(): Help yourself.
?: I don't...
(): Silence. Why do you try to explain yourself?
?: So that I can be understood! ...So they won't think I'm so bad.
(): If you are not, bad, why try to convince not thyself of this? You will never be understood by anyone but self. There are no others.
?: But what of the other humans?
(): Memories.
?: What do I do with these memories?
(): What you do to them, they do to you.
?: That is an excuse for justification!
(): A reason to do what you feel is necessary.
?: Only what I want? That is coldblooded!
(): An essential understanding to performing desires of the will. If you wish for them to attain what they want, your will is still manifest. There are no others. Your will is in accordance with theirs. Your will is the only will.
?: That is selfish.
(): Their will is yours. It is selfless.
?: What do I do?
(): Do what you will. Will is of no concern.
?: That is indifference; heartlessness.
(): A preventive emotional safeguard; stoicism.
?: So nothing matters!?
(): Only what you wish. Is this not freedom?
?: It is careless. Reckless endangerment of others.
(): Courageous self-preservation. There are no others.
?: This would breed hatred and greed.
(): It is loving and charitable.
?: For who?
(): There are no others. There is only you.
?: Why me?
(): Who are you?
?: I am nothing, a nobody.
(): That is why.
?: I want to be more like you.
(): I am everyone; everything. We are one and the same.
?: I hope..
() You are. CLOSE YOUR EYES. |
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 7th, 2007|01:17 pm] |
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Some say you can live forever by the story you leave behind. Why can't you live forever by never letting go of the story. The story that is in your head. Constantly writing a never-ending autobiography. You don't have to leave. Don't leave. Stay. Make plans for the future. The far-far future. A future you don't think that you will be here for. Because part of you will be. Do you want to stay conscious? Can you ever leave, even if you wanted to? I can't. I've tried. I don't know how. I don't know anything. |
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 7th, 2007|01:14 pm] |
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I saw a show the other night about Stephen Hawking. If his theory proves correct, the one where if information is destroyed in one universe by being pulled into a black hole, it is cancelled out by another universe where the information is not destroyed because there is no black hole in that universe, it affirms my beliefs on Karma. So goes my belief: If you believe that if you do something "bad" to someone in this life, and that you will have to pay for it later, or in another life. I do not say that this is wrong, but my belief is, if you do something "bad" to someone, it is only balanced by another reality where the "victim" did the exact same "bad" thing to you. If black holes are points in space with infinite density, and infinite gravity, and the big bang is the uncompression of one of these points, I do not understand why they did not make this connection on the television program. Anyway, that's all. |
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| Raising Morale |
[Mar. 31st, 2007|01:00 pm] |
A reasonable man changes himself to suit the environment around him. An unreasonable man tries his damndest to change the environment around him to suit himself. Therefore, all change relies on the unreasonable man. A man is not finished when he is defeated, he is finished when he quits.
Failure is not an option. If at first you don't succeed, try, try again. If you find that you might never succeed, eliminate the competition. Hakuna Matata! |
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